Long Time No See
It has been a long time since I had last written but yes I'm back, or at least most of me is. You see I've been a bit busy as of late with school and such and so I am much too tired to think of writting. My moods haven't changed much, I still have the dark feeling and loneliness inside of me. I suppose there is no possible way to rid myself of this in anyway but as you all should know by know that I have grown accustomed with it, and so it has become a part of me. But it does often get in the way of happiness although I do quite fear being too happy, because nothing is ever perfect now is it? Yes I do have fears as does anyone else but there is nothing I am afraid of more than the feeling of true love. I guess it is mostly because I've seen too many people hurt by it and I already have a heart thats not completely perfect, and am too afraid to fall in love because of it. But away from this awful subject of love in which I have promised no more of, I have recently realiz...