UGH.....

Do you ever have one of those days that starts off amazingly then all of a sudden you get hit with a bad mood? Well for me it's one of those days, and I seriously just don't want to be anywhere but home alone. One of those days where you're so over it all you want is solitude and quiet, then someone precedes to tell you about their issues and you honestly couldn't give a rats ass about their issues. What I really hate is when someone who clearly knows you're trying to lose weight decides to tell you how little they ate today. Really? It must be fucking nice to eat so little and not want to eat again 2 hours later. They tell you not to be mean but because they feel as though you could help, but honestly there's nothing anyone can do about your eating habits but you. If you're not hungry then don't eat, no one can force you to eat when you don't want to. All I want is to be left alone to my own devices and not have someone talk to me about their problems. I know that's horrible to say but I have my own shit that I have to deal with and I don't have time for your shit. I don't want to be mean but all I've wanted to say was "I don't care!!!" I rarely care about most things but right now I especially don't care about your problems because they're really only important if you're really trying to change. Ugh lets hope tomorrow is a better day than today...

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