My Time

So, in class it has been assigned that we create our own writings based on the genre of Edgar Allan poe, my idol of course. I consider it a treat for myself being able to show off my skill in goth writting, which I have chosen to make a poem. Which coincidentaly I had wrote a poem the day before it was asigned which I of course tributed to Sir Poe. I do indeed feel I have an upper hand at this work for I do it often when inspired to, and it should not be too difficult to be inspired by this man. But the other day past I and a friend were discussing the issue of God and the devil, which I obviously consider very interesting indeed. I told her of my long exsisting confusion on the subject and also things that happen in my life that make no sense, such as often when I'm alone I feel as if someone were tring to touch or grab me. But it was not just any type of touch it was a burning touch,hot and what she said to me was that it could possibly be the devil trying to win my devotion and so tring to take me. She also said that it's as if I am being the object of tug of war between God and the devil, but as I thought to my self a question arose in which I did not wish to ask. This question was what on earth would make me so important that they're fighting over me? It's all very confusing yes but still why me? what in hell could make me a target? She also suggests that when the dark and light change in my room for no apparent reason it could be the angels and demonds battleing to influence my dreams. Now why would they care so much about what I dream? Could my choice be an important one? Maybe not, but it does seem quite strange that she would say such things with no second thought about it. Yes, I am still as confused on which side I want to be on because I know for a fact if I was offered my deepest desire I wouldn't be as clear headed as I'd hope. But yet again it is time for me to get going and I will write soon,eða aldrei meiri